2006-04-13T10:26:00.000-07:00

haish todae veri sad..
i planned to share the feelin i was feelin in those few daes tt i may have been toleratin...but hu noes...she haish she gave mi the word that is '' i tink lets break up'' . n i reply y... she reply..'' i hate ur attidute, it suxx... u alwaes tok bad thing abt ppl...nw i tell u ..we are already end..'' haish issnt that tragedy?i love her she is the onlie 1..but hu noes she is really that hates mie..wat can i do? i jus hate her too? havin hatred in us? i dun wish to... haish so derfore i haf to accept it lo...y she doesnt appreciate it? as wat u read from the dae 2 daes ago i tink i wrote that she has been neglectin mie? i oso dunno y...i tink is that she hates my attidute bahx...i dun WAN i wanna change.. fer wat i tinkin wat bad thing did i sae abt ppl? i reallie wanna noe the ans..can some1 jus help mi ask her? wat did i do wrng in my own attidute? cant that be change? cant we give each other some time fer mie to change it fer her? even if so i tink i oso being hate by other ppl bahz? so if i change i would be a nice person..but y she dun even bother to sae let mi tink first lehz?haish i actually plan to haf a great dae todae but as wat u read tose tings above i tink she shud be able to understand those feelings bahx...i reallie hate myself...can tell mie wat point to change? fer as wat u noe as i wrote above ... i reallie took a long time to find infomation about her.. i wantin to noe her more...but she jus dun understand...she sae she wans swts fer ths nx dae i gave it to her...but she dont even sae thx...wen i sended her home.. she didnt even to sae buaix dear..ok lar i tink it is too much ..let jus sae she dun even sae good buaix...i go ler...haish now from this ting ok lar i tink i oso at fault...but wat can i do..gurls alwaes the first..wat they sae i cant be able to defeat them...they sae ok mean ok ler...haish wat can i do? can ani 1 plz tell mie?..ferget n find a neww one? omfg i cant do tt man..my heart is onli in her...i cant be able to ferget her so easily...haish i tink i shall end my tok here bahx...fer further postin i will be updatin it...=] have a nice time readin it..

2006-04-10T09:20:00.000-07:00

haish...my dear..val...haish
she kept sittin at the front of the class, pei wo de peng you...she is as if she dun treat mie her boyfren ler..haish i m a bit upset..It has been few dae since she ever lyk tt ler..she kept on necglectin mie..wat can i do? continue as though we are nt couples animore?NO WAY MAN...I reallie truely love her..she is the one n onlie ...but i m reallie a bit upset...CAN ANI ONE TELL MIE WAT TO DO? haish...i reallie wish that she can come back to mie...i dun reallie wanna endin up in a break up...i will do reallie love her until the end of my life i dun wanna to have hatred between each other...i dun mind of wat rumour that had been spread...i wun let the devil to be taken place of...well..but i tink this few daes i todae a bit of moodless...i went to sit at the front wif yongsheng hahas..we were havin a great fun...but moreover she is stil sho close wif my fren which is being named by mie er zi...i dun tink tt he is cute until that val can neglect mie rite?
well i m reallie jealous...this few daes i m a bit moodless due to that but..SHE dun even bother to ask wat happen to mie...on my nu er asked mie...u c hw bad she is?haish...but i m glad that there is something fer mi to share out my prob...that is the blogspot...haish...it can unstress mie...but i m still a bit of jealousy in mie..i wanna her to be mine ferever...i dun wanna haf seperation in her...i noe.. we mus haf freedom..but do u tink u will freedom n all durin those times u neglected ur bf?haish ...this few daes i have nv tok to her ler..
i tink during some other time i will call her...but i m still havin those prob,... wat can i do?nevertheless, though we haf neglected each fer some times, on todae i n her are havin fun in class we tok tok tok.. until mr sim pek chek..hahas todae yong sheng the funniest..he took out the chair de thing n took a cover of the box use the stick n ''bang''..then mr sim confiscate the sticks n yongsheng saed...'' the chair gt four legz...i gt other 2 more lehz...'' then the whole class laughed..
haish.. i tink i hope that everydae we will haf those memory in our minds. n those happiness tt i haf been wif valerie...i hope that there will nt be ani blockage blockin us... I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HER...! NO ONE CAN STOP MIE...

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